As You Came Into My Life

When we walk the walk of life,It's not that hard to know
That each life has a share of happiness and sorrows to share 
And for that in each life you come across some one called a Friend...

A simple way to show my gratitude to some great pals who came 

across my life and made it worth living...For all my dear friends...

  As You Came Into My Life...

As we tread along,Into our life

A little rain will fall,

But if we have a friend, we can bear it all...

For a friend is an umbrella, 

To be held above our head...

And help us think about, 

Those bright sunny days instead...

As we tread along, into our life

A little wind will blow,

But If we have a friend, we can always let it go...

For a friend is an parachute,

To guide and glide along with us...

And help us dream about,

Those light lit runway of life...

As we tread along, into our life

Like leaves things will fall,

But if we have friend, we know we can call...

For a friend is like a safety net,

In which we will be caught...

And help us to hope for,

Those best moments which awaits...

And along the way Into my life,

You came as my friend...

For I know I have a friend to share,

Experiences old or new...

For a friend is no less than god,

A person who is loving and caring,

Who sees my best qualities and imperfections

And knows, I am their friend too.....

Happy Friendship Day Dear...
Thanks for making everyday of my life a Friendship Day....

Being Myself

Asked myself why I let them wander so close?
When there wasn't any scope or chances...
For whatever they do or have done to hurt me,
I wonder why I don't have any complaints...

Life isn't always about getting what you desire,

And that I came to know and understand long back..

Even though it was painstaking and heart piercing,

But I made it as simple as popping things from a stack...

For all that we all have been through,

And for all that we all have talked about...

I came to know it may not seem to be enough,

When it came to letting those feelings inside out...

May be I always was just a second fiddle,

But for me it wasn't just a choice from a set of  options...

Just like an unsolved puzzle or a riddle,

For me these relations are still mysterious ones...

I don't know whether or where I went wrong,

May be I wasn't the only one to prefer...

May be I wasn't there where I belong...

This is all luck, whether I was made to falter???

And now the answer for what I asked myself,

I don have any regrets for what I have been...

Coz, I was always true to my heart n my own self,

And I have seen what there was to be seen...

But whatever it is, I am happy to be,

The one what others expect me to be,

The one I always was and always will be...

Just a milestone they came across in life....

Pen Down....

Eyes glued to the bars of the window pane,
I amassed the strength to switch the pen back on.
As if I got something to scribble but then again..
I ran out of words to title the beginning,
Dunno how many times I repeated the act,
Switching on and off out of sheer frustration.

The blank paper on my letter pad,
Still untouched and still so blank with whiteness.
Nothing comes to my head,
As I tried to think of things to write.
Right through the dark night,
I Juggled with phrases 'can I' or 'can't I'??

Would this be the beginning of the end?
Even if it is, what would it end? I dunno!!!
I've come to a point where my feelings,
No longer just jump off my thoughts
and get themselves inscribed on the paper.

I stared down again,
And pushed my hand again,
Still, nothing but dead silence.
I placed the pen down on the paper.
Didn't even bothered to shut the pen off .
I'll let it dry and leave the paper blank.
I think it's better that way..

My Old Friends...

My heart filled with laughter,
And eyes moved to tears...
With so many vivid memories,
Spanning across all those wonderful years...
The very words of compassion,
And the soulful actions so kind...
The world seems so worth living and blessed,
When the memories of old friends comes to my mind..

Never got enough time to count my blessings,
And got all the time to shuffle my dreams...
Landed in a place where stars always shined,
Soothing lights calms the soul deep within...
When the memories of old friends comes to my mind...

I count my friends among all the guides on my path,
Who loved me and blessed me with so much faith...
Taught me how to laugh and how to live n dream,
Now in the last when I reach my heaven...
I know, I will find that I had a better heaven than this,
Built with togetherness by dear old friends of mine...

Had a wonderful time @ Sandeep's Bachelor Party..Guys it was so special to see u all around and we had a really good time together.. Never felt we have grown up,we were just like what we were @ college....Thanks guys for making this adventure so wonderful and unforgettable.. love u guys..

The Sea Shore.....

Subtle remains of home carvings washed away by waves,
Footprints of souls, that slowly fades away in times...
Fragrance of infinite stories of love and togetherness,
Drowning imaginations of thousands of moonlit dreams...

De quite humming of relentless pain and heartache songs,
De quite whispers of unknown smile of happiness...
Every single expression of life coming to its true colors,
Bringing forth the nostalgia of countless cherished moments ...

Alongside the Ocean,the shore comes alive with a bliss,
Taking us to the unseen depth of premonitions n mysteries.
As Alice in wonderland, we tumble down the memory lane,
Till a naughty wave kisses our feet,getting us back to reality ...

No matter whatever good or bad happened in the past ,
We know that far across those overwhelming waves,
Far deep into the horizon where sky n earth seems to meet,
Hopes of new life, a new dawn and a new dream awaits...

Pool Of Memories....

Got it quite late that everything happens for a reason,
Even the friends u make are meant for a season...
And as the next spring comes along they leave,
To a place far far enough ,you find hard to reach...

We confess, we no longer share the same touch,
We convey, we have fallen apart far too much...
We are right,when we say together we missed lot of things,
But no one really knows what really happened...

Who is to blame for and on whose side the fault is?
Thinking again n again doesn't changes anything...
As it has never had coz it has all fallen back,
In the pool of memories and memories they will remain...

Untitled.....

It's hard to forget de memories of de past,
And it's consuming to embrace de present...
Still they hang around,de worries about de future,
Wish to have only hope and peace of mind to nurture....

A time was there when freedom was to be enjoyed,
A time was there when freedom was to be lived...
Remember, as a child in a world of our own,
And all that was left behind when we were grown...

Brothers and sisters been around to mess up,
And all those cute little frnds to cheer you up...
By blowing de candles on cake, birthdays were celebrated,
And we were far too proud to boast about the year added...

We sang, we played, we cried and we made fun,
We ran, we hid, we were way too many but one....
We climbed, we fell, we got caught and we fled,
We loved, we prayed and now in memories we bleed...

Then came the school and along came the new life,
Learned a lot,subjects, new languages and how to strife...
With added bunch of friends we again laughed,
With added mischief's in our minds we giggled...

Each passing year pushed us to the next level,
Each passing year studies got us into a new hell...
Still we went around saying we are big enough,
And dont dare to mess with us, we are real tough..

Along came the college with lots of strange feelings,
And with each year the circle of friends increasing...
And we were in rush to be the 'Seniors', then de senior most...
Can't express how it was, to be there completely lost...


Time flew by too fast and we didn't stop to notice,
We were far too busy getting into life's real motives...
We forgot to pause it and live a little longer,
As we were far into the process of getting smarter and older...

Now we realize old is always not that gold,
Specially age and thtz what we now try to hide...
Now each year added, carries its own bundle,
And life's getting busier and busier to handle...

Being a child back then wasn't tht hard,
But we had far too many demands on the card...
And all we cud pray was to grow up soon,
Now can't say growing up was a curse or a boon...

Can't go back to those happy days, still we wish to..
Can't rewind the ever ticking clock, still we dream to..
Even though we know time doesn't have a reverse gear,
But still we want to take the ride back.. oh dear...

This lines are titled "Untitled"... So here's ur job to title it in ur own way.. do put in ur experiences too.. ok.....

Reaching Home....

The second part of "A Journey to Scribble About"

Home Sweet Home.....


Slowly de night started growing meaner and darker,
But I knew the next day is going to be brighter...
Thinking about all de excitement,dunno when I fell asleep,
And in the meantime de train took a giant leap...

De morning came and along with it bright purple yellow sunlight,
Comforting where it touches on the face, that grew cold in night.
De rivers, de green fields n mountains all waving to me,
And de canvas grew livelier with each passing color of life...

A whole day passed and the journey stretches into de evening,
And de time has come at last, rewarding de long tiresome waiting.
There it is, A gateway towards the end of de platform corridor,
Holding the long lost key to my escape to the life from that door...

It was just a matter of moments and there am I,
Where I am all at ease n waving de busyness goodbye...
Embracing the wind on a bike and de time flew like hell,
The journey to home was short,but will take ages to tell...

De fragrance of spices filling the atmosphere around it..
A long awaited supper with all the ingredients in it..
What else a soul will ever need to be at peace?
All lying in front of me,but only two hands to spare....

What have you brought for us? the question poked up,
All those things can wait,I am here now isn't that enough?
No more queries raised as my bed was already prepared,
Travel took a good lot of me, but now I can sleep like dead.....

2 B Contd.......

A Journey to Scribble about....

No marks for guessing...
It's my last visit to God's Own Country...
Last time I wrote a lengthy travelogue and I am glad that you all took some time from your busy schedule to go thru it..
But this time I thought it should be a bit different and here it is...
Penning down my recent visit in the form of Verses rather than Phrases...divided in different parts...
Hope you will like it....

Here's the first One:

The Beginning....


De twilight scattered across the vast umbrella blue sky,
Painting it with vivid colors of imaginations n beauty...
And there comes knocking, de night seemingly very shy,
And de evening birds embracing it and away they fly...

Oh,here comes the day when de journey will begin,
Oh,here comes the day when time says "live again"...
Oh,this is the moment when de soul is gonna be free,
Oh,this moment I wished and prayed forever to be there...

Waited far too long for this day to come,
All I cud think and dream was "home sweet home"...
Haven't been four months since the last time,
But felt like as if it has been a hell lot of a lifetime...

Clock ticked slowly as if it was not in a hurry,
Thought about de remainder and all I cud do was to worry...
Each second seemed to crawl like an hour,
De minutes left seemed to be a cruel war to conquer...

There it is, oh no its not, no it's there like a dot,
Walking to and fro and watching de train taking its own tot...
Inch by inch, its crawling along de long platform side,
Making the crowd go crazy and those standing beside...

Came to halt after a long time as if it hurts like anything to stop,
Pulled de strip and steadied my bag and pushed it to de top...
Pushing de door wide open and I took my first step to freedom,
And scribbled in mind that its time to kiss goodbyes to boredom...

So the beginning has begun as well as my journey...Stay tuned for the eventful events that are going to be on this blog eventually... ;-)

Second Part "Reaching Home"...

From There 2 Here....

Growing away from friends is one of the hardest parts of growing up... mostly because the fault lies on our own side for losing touch with each other. Once my closest friend asked me how we had managed to lose touch.. This was my response to him.

He asked me how we fell apart?
He asked me who is at fault?
He can't actually remember,
When we went from here to there?
He asked me how we got from here to there?
And I said "I will answer it for you",
Though perhaps it was not the way he wanted me to.

We got from there to here,
On the clouds traveling through our dreams...
We got from there to here,
When the silence faded between us...
We got from there to here,
When we started believing a dream to be stronger,
than the forces that was keeping us apart...

And we were right then.
We stood in one of the best relations to the earth,
A relation called "friendship"...
We stood in a relation even envied by the Gods,
A relation called "buddies"...
We stayed in a promise that was all too beautiful,
A promise called "companionship"...
You see, we were Alive then
We still are,but altogether for a different reason...


Then,
We got from here to there,
when we started to believe reality to be stronger than love...
We got from here to there,
when we forgot that gravity held no hold on our souls...
We got from here to there,
when we left our dreams and got into real life shoes...

And now I do not know my world,
Even though I am all surrounded,
I can't find my friends,
And the beauty of life dies,
Shut out in the coldest of lies.

But I believe we can get from there to here,
If we just believe in each other...
And I believe we can get from there to here,
If we just take each others hands...
And I believe we can get from there to here,
If only in our dreams, we dream to be together again,

I whispered this to him,
When you're staring across the sky,
Somewhere between those stars and the moon,
Look for me by your side,
I'll meet you with hands outstretched,
Then we'll go - from here to there,
there to here, and back again.

Beloved Sister...

To my beloved sister who always inspires me to be myself...
With Loads of Luv I dedicate this to you(Cute little Sis)...

What you mean to me,
I don have words to express.
You see, I had no sister when I was little
To call when I was in a real mess...

When we first met,
I really had no clue,
What was getting ready to happen,
Was not completely out of the blue.

I think God had a plan,
Throughout all the years,
He was making us for each other,
To share our smiles and tears.

I never could have imagined,
What a sister's love was about,
Until I met you,
And then I really found out.

Since then we're together,
Together pearls of joy we gather
You gave me unconditional love,
Showered me with all the care

You make me do things,
that alone I wouldn't dare.......
No matter its good or bad,
I know you stand by me in every weather.....

Never did I had to explain myself,
And that makes you real special...
Coz U have a heart's dictionary,
To fill up the words I never say......

Sometimes we may get mad,
Or we may begin to fight,
But that's the funniest part of all,
Coz,we both think we're always right!

I'm so glad that I did not have,
A sister like you in the past,
It's made me much more thankful,
For the sister I have at last....

Luv you dear...



I don have to name you ,
I don have to tell the world that it's you
Coz You know and I know the relation we share....
And what the world thinks we never care....
Isn't it dear.......

The Unknown Stranger........

An unknown stranger drowning in life,
With dreams shattered by dances of loneliness...
Carrying the leftover of darkness,
And shouldering the fallen soul of solitude...
The riddles unfolding from the murky sky,
Will remain unanswered till the eternity...
Grooved by wilderness of seclusion,
And de proximity of de mirage horizon....

Rationally dwells in the peculiar hell,
Realizing the impeccable reality.
Trying to unfold the real scum within,
And unleash the naked truth of bitterness..
Have nowhere within to shelter the sins,
Haunted by the dark images of fear,
Tightly foiled in the wings of secrecy,
And pricked by the cold heartless winds..
A destitute attempt to reach out,

Thrashed by the very own shadow....

A wanderer in search of an Identity,
Searching through the valley of dullness,
Deep inside heart painted with greyness,
And surrounded by an uncanny silence..
Lurching towards the unsighted redemption............

A stranger who is unknown, but known to everyone....his journey continues... and it goes on unnoticed till someone else travels his way...

Lonesome Thoughts !!!!!!!!!!

Please leave me forever,
Here in my room,
Don't anyone dare to remind me,
I like being surrounded by my thoughts...
Leave me,in darkness,
Be sure,I am happy..
Leave me,in loneliness,
I promise 'I wont cry'.......

I know ,I cannot escape
The walls trap me inside,
In its solitary confinement...
Windows are de only,
Paintings on de walls that I stare..
De doors locked,
And so much for de keys,
They will never exist...

I am close to the cold walls,
Away from their thoughts.
But Still.........
What's that Still and some dots????
Nothing will it mean anymore...
Nothing it will convey anymore...

Leave me, I will survive,
Leave me, and I won't complain..
Lonesome,is what I prefer!!!!!
Because being pursued,
Breaks me,
And being lonesome is harsh,
But it heals me...................

What If !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What if, all my dreams were shattered..
What if, my flight to destiny abruptly ended..
What if, I fell from a height never before achieved..
What if, life takes its own course other than what I planned..

What if, all hopes of today seems to be lost..
What if, future appears to have a bleak prospect..
What if, things don't seem to be de way they used to be..
What if, I feel to be all alone in this life's venture..

I didn't loose hope,and never did I gave up.....
Still I have belief in myself, I will start dreaming again,
With this broken wings, I will learn to fly again,
With a new hope in my heart, I will push myself harder,
So that I can rise and be on my way again....

Ya its true 'Experience' is a cruel teacher,
And some times it acts like a preacher...
Who writes the true gospel on "Lessons of Life",
Regardless of whether or not you learn to strife..
A teacher, a preacher whatever it is, it's all for you,
coz in the last u will find it's the only thing you own....
Everything else falls apart, relationship fails,
Dreams collapse, Future seems uncertain....
No matter whatever happens, it will always,
Give u a brand new hope to start all over again....

Some say experience may "sometime" suck
n can give some real hard pain....
but not taking lessons from experience will always suck.....
...........................................................................

Missing Life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My scars became daily reminders ,
Of who I am, or once used to be....
And who I could become again...
Believe me when I say, I tried to erase them,
But,I got brand new ones to stare at....

Everybody said being alone means,
Throwing yourself deep into pain.
But it really doesn't matter anymore,
Coz pain doesn't hurt and I know,
It's all that, I have left with, for ever.............

I know it's my and only my fault that,
No one really knows how I truly feel,
But that doesn't make it hurt any less....
I tried to run away from wild scary thoughts,
But, where can I run to escape from myself?

I never questioned my own integrity,
And I never doubted my intuition,
And never did I gave up on my dreams....
I know ,nothing can break me or lead me astray,
Coz ,I am just myself and will always stay that way.....................

I know, everybody's trying not to miss anybody,
And I know nobody will be crying for other's Absence,
And everybody had already made up their mind...
But will they or can they ever really convince,
Their heart to forget and leave everything behind....

Once I had everyone around and now I don't ,
I always stayed here and away everybody went,
This is not the first time this has happened,
Got quite used to it and this time,
It just happened that I lost,even though I was promised.....

Can't say whether it matters to you or not,
If I say that, I miss those moments more than anything...
I know, you also have the same feeling as everybody else.
But you still hold it up inside you coz, you think we are far away
but,I will always say "I am missing you" every now n then,
Coz I dunno whether I wud be there to say that tomorrow......

Another January.......

From January to December time just flew,
Twelve months cruised by n we didn't knew...
Long chains of events passed away,
And a lot new resolutions will be taken today...
Some of us got settled in life,
Some of us still dreaming about making it big,
And rest of us going on as usual rig..
Expecting things will change for the best....


A new dawn gonna emerge from this dark night,
With promises of new moments of glories in de warm daylight,
And a whole lot of opportunities in store for us,
As said "Eyes see what it chooses to see",
Try to see for yourself n others, joys and happiness ,
Try to see for yourself a new life filled with prosperity,
Keep yourself away from all de pain n aches...
And try to see life with a slight different view,
Read this world with your own eyes,
And make the time in your hand a worthwhile...


Here we are once again on a brink of new year,
Let us all pray that de coming year wud be better.
No matter whatever has happened till now,
Lets hope things are gonna shape up for better..
Lets hope...
Coz, hope is de greatest medicine,
And itz the best thing you can get in times of pain..
A hope that world will be a better place to live,
A hope that all's gonna be better soon,
A hope that nothing worse can happen anymore,
A hope that Time is gonna change pretty soon....
People say we should always have an hope,
An hope to live for, and to die for...
As if in a "well of wish" its the only rope...
So dream and hope, coz only they keep you alive forever...

May god shower you with all the unseen joys n happiness
and all de joys n happiness you ever wanted......................

Wishing you Happy New Year..........

With Luv...
Zreecu..........

Its not the last time we are saying goodbye....

Another august arrived along with its charm,
To remind us this is the time when friendship blossom.
Though we are far from each other,
Life feels empty without "US" all near....

I remember there was once a time when we waited,
For this time to come n make all of us elated.....
Now we only have mails and calls to talk,
Slowly we all got absorbed in this life's busy walk....

Life always had played n plays it parts as long as it can,
And everyone has his or her fate already sealed.....
But, does that make any difference in this timespan,
With the way things have got themselves revealed....

Things, that we still remember them every moment,
Doesn't really matter to heart how far they really went.
Time always wears n tears the history as it bend,
But those blissful moments still remain deep inside...

Cant forget them neither we can get them near too,
They still go on living in those memories inside...
And in our life each day people come and they go,
But when they leave, they leave all those memories beside...

Nowadays things have become so strange,
Stranger than the people met for the first time...
It has become more hard to manage,
As it took us all in different direction of time....

We fell apart from the ideas that were intangible,
And from the strongest bonds that were ever made....
Coz, time had and has everything in its invincible,
Armour to make all these dear memories fade.....

We never thought we will be this far,
We never thought a time will come,
when we will not get to see "US" ever again,
But, still we keep our hopes alive....


Still, we keep those burning desires deep inside,
Coz, it always had n will have something to convey...
That,its not the last time we are saying goodbye..
Its not the last time we are saying goodbye....



Happy Friendship Day to all my dear friends............

This is me.........

Things aren’t de way they used to be,
and things will never be same again..
Days scrolled by n nights never stayed,
But wht tht matter most is tht, I never changed….
I am still the same old person,
Coz for me "Life is what that matters",
Not the world thtz outside me, tht sucks……………………
Learned a lot about life in times,
n abt de way it pushes u down n then pulls u up,
then down, this time to a deeper level………..
Sometimes it becomes more n more difficult,
to sum up Wht Life is all about……………..
No matter how things make me feel
I am still Myself n will be Myself...

Thtz wht life is all about,
keeping ur values intact,
to be urself and face whatever comes along,
and to remain where u belong.
I belong to my own land of realities,
This is me n I cant change……

Zreecu..............................

The Last Day @ College.............

@ JOSH 2006....

This is what I felt on my last day @ college...................

The Last Day @ College.............

Dunno for how long i waited for this day,
dunno for how long I was dreaming about this day...
Was very eager to go from here
to find life's next destination somewhere
But dunno what holds me today
feel like stopping the time someway
the matters for which we laughed once
felt like crying on the same
why those moments comes to my mind
whn we said these four years went quickly
why it feels like something is left behind
moments which i can never forget, remained
Now who will pull my legs,
who will play tricks with me.....
who will b there to trouble me....
who will b there to fight for a mere 2 rupees
where 2000 doesnt even matter...
whose bike will i ride even without asking
who will create new pet names for me
with whom will i fight with for no reason at all
with whom i will debate for useless topics
who will console me whn i fail
who will curse me whn i do some wrong
with whom shall i drink beer on roads
with whom shall i live the moments again
where wud i get these sort of frnds
who will even push me over a hilltop
and also jump along with me to save me
who will b bothered by my songs
who will b excited for no reason at all
who will say " a very bad joke"
who will call from behind and say
walk straight buddy and not to luk bak
otherwise u will fall....
with whom i will watch movies
with whom i will suffer those big
boring lecture hours
with whom shall i play cricket....
who will say tht these degrees were mere blood suckers
who will advice me without any lies
with whom shall I go on a stage
and do whatever we like....
with whom I will iritate those poor junior fellows
whn will i fight with professors
And in those bloody cold nights
going to eat a egg scramble from those road side stalls
whn will i wander again in the night
who will make me believe in my own calibre
and who will b there to pull me down
if i fly dangerously very high
who will b happy with me in my happiness
who will b more sadder than me in my sorrows
and thinking about us all I didnt even notice
tht it was our last day @ college......

whn will we be together again buddies..
dunno...
this is wht we call life but...
these memories will never be erased
coz these were the moments that will always remind me
that I lived once...
that I was myself once...
that I was free once...
whn I was with my buddies....

Moments of Togetherness!!!!!!!

I felt as if time has stopped ticking..
for de moment I saw my buddies...
but I was wrong ...

dunno how time started flying
de moment I spoke with them,
talkd abt the de college,
de wonderful deeds..
all de memories were in my mind...

I asked myself why we went this far..
in this age of internet...
everybody says nobody is far..
we have emails, mobiles...
but the experience whn we were
together just spoke for itself..

it made us know wht we missed till now..
and may be wht we will miss for de days to come..
after some time we tend to 4get
tht we missed someone so dearly...
but can we 4get this...this get2gether..

no matter we have changed ,
we no longer remain the same college goers,
but still,
whn we met we 4get all the,
stress and tensions of this fast world,
we were de same old persons again,
enjoyed and shared life...
i wished time to b a little longer..
so tht we can meet thm fully..
but time is wht we don have now
for our frnds who were once everything ..

Just like the ever expanding universe..
we all r spreading to everywhere..
but we will never forget
universe started from the big bang
and we from de gr8 GECW.....


Hope everybody felt the same way I did...
Buddies thanks for presenting me with the bunch of our memories.............
memories of our get2gether...............
and thanx for making my wish come true..............