Being Myself

Asked myself why I let them wander so close?
When there wasn't any scope or chances...
For whatever they do or have done to hurt me,
I wonder why I don't have any complaints...

Life isn't always about getting what you desire,

And that I came to know and understand long back..

Even though it was painstaking and heart piercing,

But I made it as simple as popping things from a stack...

For all that we all have been through,

And for all that we all have talked about...

I came to know it may not seem to be enough,

When it came to letting those feelings inside out...

May be I always was just a second fiddle,

But for me it wasn't just a choice from a set of  options...

Just like an unsolved puzzle or a riddle,

For me these relations are still mysterious ones...

I don't know whether or where I went wrong,

May be I wasn't the only one to prefer...

May be I wasn't there where I belong...

This is all luck, whether I was made to falter???

And now the answer for what I asked myself,

I don have any regrets for what I have been...

Coz, I was always true to my heart n my own self,

And I have seen what there was to be seen...

But whatever it is, I am happy to be,

The one what others expect me to be,

The one I always was and always will be...

Just a milestone they came across in life....